Caged in the City
Sneezing. Coughing. Always tired. Always checking the time. Rushing. Cursing. Shouting. Moving. Tracking progress. Checking for updates. Complaining. Questioning. Always checking the time. Planning. Postponing. Forgetting. Remembering. Regretting. Remembering. Noting. Never completing. Checking for updates. Discussing. Promising. Leaving. Apologizing. Always checking the time. Everything now. One button gratification. Hacky way. Wrong way. Alas, quick way. Calculating balances. Forever doubting. Checking for updates. Missing food. Delaying sleep. Missing people. Never calling. Always too busy. Promising you’ll improve. Always a tomorrow. Checking for updates. Always checking the time. Cursing the routine. Repeating. - This isn’t everyone’s story of their work life in the city, but so far it has been mine. I do not feel I’ve lived a year worth of life in the last 12 months - this doesn’t mean I haven’t had my ups - I’ve parti...